The Diary Of A Lost Arabian Princess.

Did I do it? Did I make you mad? I’m your girlfriend, I need to do better than this. I tell myself every trip. You smile to cover everything up but I’m the witness when something is wrong, but you rarely lemme know what’s going on. I can’t help but to apologize for my faults, I don’t want you feeling like you do it all. If there’s anything that you ever need, reach out to me because I’m always listening. I hate to see you look incomplete, I hate to be told that’s nothings wrong but me when I know I’m fine. All I ask for is the honesty that I give you, I wanna know what I can do. I’ve never asked someone, how can I satisfy you? But that’s the question I, I always want to ask you. I lie beside you, and I feel brand new. This feelings something that I can’t lose. I can see the way you look at me, sometimes its all love, sometimes its all wrong. I put you in every single song, because thats where you belong. I see you looking down, like somethings going on. I wish that you would smile, kus now I feel wrong.

Posted 3 weeks ago

I feel like you want me babe, so I’m gonna give it to you. This life can be crazy babe, I wanna help you find your way through. We can take it slow, we can take it fast. I’ll make sure we don’t ever crash. I am pretty high, but that’s when my feelins show. Me and you can take a trip to where nobody else can go. I didn’t ever get how bitches were head over heels, but nobody has ever really made me feel the way you make me feel. I was so use to fabrications, now all I know is real. You inspire my thoughts, so I write them down for you kus that’s the least I can do. There’s nowhere I belong if I’m not witchu. There’s nothin else I would rather do. You’ve got me hypnotized, I realize you’re the truth and its beautiful and I wouldn’t change anything about you.

Posted 4 weeks ago

It’s cold and its lonely and its dark in this city. I drive around alone, there is no one with me. My heart burns with the desire to live good, but in order to start a fire you gotta have wood. My heart breaks seeing my dreams fade a way. I pray every night, I might start everyday. Everyone seems to come together as one. I feel like the stories ending, everyone says it hasn’t even begun. I tried so hard to reach my potential, but everybody used me like I’m a rental. I’m getting weaker slowly, I’ve lost everyone, rest in peace to my bestfriend, he just couldn’t put down the gun. Left me a note saying I love you, and never give up. So I lived up to his words, but I think I’m running out of luck.

Posted 1 month ago

When I’m Hurtin

When I’m hurtin, don’t make it hurt more. Make it gentle, help me explore.. whats in my mind, and after time the truth should show. If I made it, would you love me? If I didn’t, would you still? I’ve never met nobody like you, so its hard for me to know. Your thoughts are a mystery to me, but you mean everything to me. Someday maybe I could be everything you need, but until then I’m just tryna keep you happy. You love me more without lipstick on my face. Thats how I know that you’ll never be replaced. You see me without makeup on my eyes, I just hope its the truth and not no lies. I wanna go places with you, I don’t care how far we go. Because when I’m with you I already feel untouchable. Show me things I have never seen, you’ve made a lady out of me, theres nowhere I would rather be then with you. Can you blame me for wanting some affection? You’re the one that I give all of my attention. Tell me if I let you hold me that I’ll be safe in your arms. I will never change, as long as you stay the same. I trust you with my heart, you’re the one I claim. If all my dreams start to become a reality, I wonder sometimes if you’ll be standing next to me. Thats your decision, I’m not goin anywhere. I hope you’re always here. Changes are not too far away, but I hope that we can stay the same. Sometimes I look around, and all I see is you there. I wish I could give you the world, but all I have right now is my love to share.

Posted 1 month ago